New NP Fatigue Syndrome
There is a new diagnosis in my life. It is called New NP Fatigue Syndrome. Signs include working 12 hour days, your practice manager trying to kill you with 23 patients on your daily schedule, and excessive caffeine intake. Symptoms include, but are not limited to, neck and shoulder tension, writer's cramp, diaphoresis, temporary lapses in multitasking skills, and the desire to take naps on the table of the break room at lunch time. Oh, and wearing two different shoes to work (I did that last week).
What is the antidote to this troubling affliction, you ask? Well, at this point I am not exactly sure. My hunch is that the more experience I get under my belt, the less mentally taxed I will feel as problems and patients will become familiar. Perhaps it is getting used to the pace and the workflow of the office. Perhaps it will be forming friendships and camaraderie with my fellow coworkers that will buoy my sagging spirit when the day gets long.
But for now, the road to experience seems long and rocky. Some days I worry that I am always going to be wiped out at the end of every work day. I am hoping this is not the case. I wonder what it has been like for other NPs, and how they navigated this rough and bumpy introduction to their careers. If you're out there reading this, please let me know!