Distractions
Yesterday I sent in the last piece of paperwork (and check) required to get the licensing/certification ball rolling, now I just need to pass the test. It is all out of my hands for the moment and I am so anxious! Before, I was able to exert some control over what was happening by choosing when to send in the paperwork and the checks. Now it is all out there. Not that there is going to be a problem with anything, but I still feel so anxious. I should have my ATT letter by Monday. I check the site everyday to see its status. If I am this obsessed with the ATT letter, I cannot imagine what I am going to be like waiting for my test score! There is just so much riding on this, so I cannot help but to obsess. So as a way of distracting myself I have decided to remodel my bathroom, starting yesterday. I am probably crazy, but it gives me something else to focus on for a week or two. I know that as soon as I schedule my test, I am going to be one giant ball of nerves until after I get my score. Maybe I'll have the whole house remodeled by then. Distractions can be good.