Hi Crystal
I realize that you posted this in march and it is now may - and I really hope that you have found the new path that you were searching for. However, you are still feeling lost and confused it may be helpful to talk things over with a coach to get to the bottom of where your real direction lies. I am very happy to help if you need a safe place to get to the underlying issues and heaps of encouragement. I wish you well. You can email me if you need to at alice@communeot.com
Alice
Alice I Loader
OT and Coach